I just read though the past blogs I have posted.I don't ever want to make it seem like I'm this extremely dramatic,insanely insecure young adult going through a quarter life crisis. Ever. In fact I hope to be the very opposite. I do want to point out how exceptionally open I am about myself and whatever it is that goes on. That being said-I think yo-yoed emotions, money issues, and heartbreak are immensely common with every girl (or boy) it's just a matter of people who are willing to share.
Everyone deals with different things in a different manner. I for one, like to write knowing that someone actually takes the time to read whatever it is that I wrote. And even further- I like and appreciate being heard or maybe even understood. I could go out buy a cheap bottle of wine every night just to induce the stress of everything, I could even buy a pint of ice cream, or take a jab to my skin but I feel like this is much more appropriate for me and for my body (even though there has definitely been some nights full of wine and/or ice cream) Like I said before-everyone deals differently and whatever fits and works at that moment; works. and that's it.
Currently I am doing fantastic. My body is sore, my liver is throwing the finger my throat hurts like bloody hell and I'm pretty sure I have a broken nose but I am still doing great. I've been enjoying myself...which I truly do enjoy. It feels good to get back into my own reality of what makes me happy. Good friends, family, structure, free time, alone time and fun times. I feel that confidence that I used to have right before I classically burned down for prideful love. Tis great.
That was short and very simple. but there's nothing else to explain or write about!
